Sometimes, when I sit down alone with only my souls and brain accompanying me... I wonder about my family...
My family support me when i face difficulties in things I do...
My family make me happy when I'm down...
My family scold me when I did something wrong to make me realise the truth...
My dad is the person who always seeks my needs and do his best to fulfill them...moderately of course...
My mum is the person who helps me when I am stucked in a maze, trying hard to get out...by setting everything in my mind right...
My brother, Kelvin, is the person who is always there to remind me not to be controlled by my own desire and to be responsible and concentrate in the important things I do...
My brother, Merlvin, is the person who make you feel appreciated and leave all the unhappy things behind...
They helped in making me a strong person who holds on when I face failure...
There is once, just recently when I failed my Part 2 Driving Test... the slope part..
I feel so useless.... and wanted to cry...
It is like i am a burden to my parents who will make them spend unnecessary money
On my way back home, I saw my brother, Merlvin, on his way walking to school
I told him that I failed... and I always fails
He said... "Jie, can you help me do my tie?"
I did and pass the school tie back to him...
He then said.."You never fail in helping me to do my tie everytime I need before going to school."
I got so touched... I wanna cry... but I hold my tears... watched him go to school a moment... and go back home....
This year is really a tough year for me....
not because of facing new environment, friends,...etc
But it is due to the number of failures, carelessness, that I have made and face...
Maybe I take things too personally... And my family is always there for me... I realise that there are a lot more important things to be done...
So to people out there, it is easy to give up, but it is hard to stay strong and overcome your problems and any challenges you make...
We have to go on no matter what... it dosen't matter how long you take to go over it... you can do it.... Appreciate the people around you...
An emotional post yea.. Anyways I participated in a 100 words Father's Day essay writting competition last year and got Second for Under 18.... I want to share with all of you...
The title is 'Why you love your father?' And begin with 'Dad, I love you because....'
And here it goes...
"Dad, I love you because you are a very special person. Patience. This is the amazing quality you have. You are apprehensive by my academic progress. But yet, I score badly. When I tell you the examination result, I know your hope for me fades from time to time. Although you always replied me with a smile and encouraging words but deep inside your heart, there is an unbearable pain that only you could feel. I never see tears falling from your eyes. I want you to know that I have a very very tough and protective father. Thank you, father."=)
I know that you love your family too...
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